Thursday, December 9, 2010

life post...

we are back in north jersey, my grams services are tomorrow.

when i was 21 my grandfather passed, my dad's dad. i felt sad, of course... but nothing like how i feel right now. i loved him, but it's different.

i am in denial, i have been avoiding the growing swell of sadness surrounding my grandmother's passing. i have not shared her death with friends or really spoke about it with my family. it just feels too hard.

it was much easier to share it here, if someone i knew happened to read it, then i didn't have to say the words out loud.

tomorrow is going to be hard.

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9 comments:

  1. We'll all be thinking about you!

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  2. Your in my thoughts and prayer Jessica.

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  3. Your family is in our prayers.

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  4. I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma's passing. I know your grandma's life will be celebrated with much love present. You'll feel it and it will help get you through the day. *hugs* xoxo

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  5. praying for you sweet girl. It will be 3 years ago that my first grandparent passed away. My dad's dad was so special, too. Will be praying for you tomorrow. xoxo

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  6. I know how very much she loved you too, her first grandchild. Hugs.

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